Pop Killer ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼

i never knew how important this was to me, but turns out i pretty much cannot connect with someone in a friendship unless they at least on some level hate humanity as i do. i cannot stand blindly jolly people who are just happy about every element of their mundane, meaningless lives. it’s not that i’m bitter, my life is wonderful, but bottom line is these people will never understand me. in fact they kind of make me feel bad about myself and they make me look painfully negative to myself. nonetheless i have no intent to change myself, because i enjoy the way i view things, it works for me.

there’s 3 levels:

1. ignorance and bliss

2. knowing and being miserable

3. knowing everything and still being able to be happy

i am somewhere between 2 & 3, problem is, too many people are level 1.

I’m going to rant for a bit. I’m really fucking over people slut shaming each other. What does it matter to you, what people choose to do consensually with their own bodies? How is that possibly ever a basis to judge someone on? Not to mention it’s something we all crave or do at some point as humans, so who appointed you the judge? The most mind-numbingly stupid thing I see, is everyone consistently trying to assign a certain number of partners as the line between pristine and whore. Do you not see how that doesn’t even make the slightest sense?! There is no magical definite number, as everyone’s answer is always different. So essentially you are up on your high horse, that makes you believe that your number of what constitutes someone as a harlot is superior and correct. Your morality does not define everyone. Also, no, being sexually active does not mean you have STDs. Believe it or not, you can have SAFE SEX omg crazy right? I know they don’t encourage it in half of America, so I could see why you might be confused. But doesn’t matter if it’s with 3 or a 100 people, if you’re safe, there is nothing wrong with having sex. Those of you who project your own shame (which was inflicted onto you by our oppressive religious society) should reconsider how you link morality and sex. You look painfully insecure about your own sexuality. The fact of the matter is, our society wants to keep us afraid of having sex, they want to keep us aggressive. Having sex makes people happy, and happy people are not aggressive. Happy people aren’t eager to go out and fight wars.